Sanderson, A. “Brainpark” and “Haesje van Cleyburgh” from Brainpark, Wellington: Victoria University Press, 2006, pp. 9-16.
“I copied out quotes, mainly.” [1]
In the short personal essay, “Brainpark”, New Zealand writer Anna Sanderson separates work from non-work, though these categories are not mutually exclusive. Work is the dominant category in the text, “different kinds of work”, but the discussion of work rarely describes what the writer had to do or how she felt about this, but instead focuses upon anecdotes, observations and other people’s stories (Brainpark, 9). For example, when she does “teaching work” we hear a description of the Brainpark environment, an unexplained anecdote about her boss, Herman, kissing the top of her head, and the stories her students supply about how they used to be provided for by the company (10).
Her “own work”, which she does in her flat and then at the library, involves not getting much done (10).
Not getting much done is something that we all do; it can be productive. Like Sanderson, I too, find myself copying out quotes, tens of quotes, without an immediate understanding of how they will become useful. But inevitably they do, they return of their own accord and start to add together. One reason for artists to read theoretical material regularly is to engage with this process, a process which is different from that of actively searching for specific material, but no less valuable.
“As long as you keep looking, she keeps forming and re-forming.”[2]
Sanderson’s second text “Haesje van Cleyburgh” interested me in relation to how I have been thinking about painting. I have been looking at the possibility of a work of art inviting interpretation even as it denies such a possibility, and I am questioning what value can be found in a dynamic such as this.[3] I feel that the simplicity of Sanderson’s economical writing style hides an elusive, complex, and difficult component that “keeps forming and re-forming” as one attempts to ‘lock it down’. This, shall we say, poetical quality, shares with the type of painting I am looking at, both a demand of the viewer/reader and a denial. Vija Celmins (10) says, in attempting to describe her own paintings - “Hard to talk about it; its sort of difficult to figure out how to make a painting interesting.” I like this quotation because of the weight behind its apparent simplicity. Some things are hard to talk about. Some cannot (and should not) be mastered, but as long as you keep looking (or reading), thoughts will be allowed to form and re-form.
Works Cited
Celmins, V. interview with Robert Gober in Vija Celmins, London: Phaidon Press Limited, 2004.